just because of you - piano (winter sonata)

today was a nightmare

i'd been in pain and that pain suddenly deceased..
Like everything in life, I just had to decide what to do with what I was given.
It’s pleasant knowing that i had been accepted to work again
but i dont expected that it was all their tactic to put a shame on me.
and now im move on again

partime job

i preety desperate need money right now.
i need partime work to pay all my :-
school fee transport fee , to buy new books and for my own pocket money for every month..

I tried to think of a logical solution that could explain how am i going to pay all this?
a solution that excluded the assumption that I was insane enough doing partime job while studing.
but i have no choice, i had to survive by myself without depending on my parents.

so today.. im glad coz i had been accepted to be work again..
I admit that I have no experience with working while studing.

But after think about it twice, it just seems logical…
money and knowledge have to be somewhat equal…
as in, one of them can’t always be swooping in and saving the other one.
they have to save each other equally..


thanks god for today..im glad..

time to study again-ENGLISH COLLEGE

If i was being honest, i knew im uneager to get to school again because im lazy to wear school uniform and wakeup early in the morning and the assembely every Monday*sighs
But nevermind, at least its only takes 2years.

i was going without alot of things these day..just watching tv, reading, and sleeping..
but things will never be the same after i start my school on this monday.
i feel like im scarely silly and im guessting it's because i will start a new day there and i dont have any friends that will come along with me.. and im not good in making new friend.
maybe i need to have a Y choromosome so that i can understand people betters and makes a good friends with everyone.

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hoping that tommorow going to be a better day, and now we move on to tommorrow.